A million more?

Ok, so I was obviously on cloud 9 when I wrote that I could have a million more...because I am fairly certain that this will be my last one. Recovery has been really hard this time around. I have been slow to get back on my feet and I am not sure my body could even handle another pregnancy. So much is going on right now. Juliana is a really great baby, a bit fussier than my other two were, or that I can remember anyway. Addison has to go in the get his tongue clipped this week, soon he won't be tongue tied any longer. Kaden has a hydrocele and I have to take him to see a urologist. Juliana has thrush....and the list goes on and on. I have pretty much lived in the doctor's office this week. It is not my idea of fun, to drag all three kids out in the cold to go to the doctor. But hey, that is what being a mom is all about, right? HA! I can't wait to be 100% again, so I can enjoy my kids. So, I need to take my own advice and try to live in this moment, soaking up every detail----as hazy as they can be sometimes through sleep depraved eyes :)